Six hours into labor, clinging to Dave’s hand, I watched his phone light up with “Mom.” He stepped into the hall, came back twitchy, then whispered, “I need to go. Just quick.” Through another contraction I begged, “Dave, no. I need you here.” “It’s my mom. Groceries are heavy,” he said—and bolted. My phone buzzed: I’ll be back soon.
The nurse saw my blood pressure spike. “Talk to me, honey.” “My husband left,” I whispered. She stayed by my side. I called my dad, who rushed in with fried chicken, smelling like home. With Gloria, the nurse, holding my hand and my dad recording, I delivered our daughter, Gabrielle. Joy and grief hit all at once.....