It started as a little habit. She’d finish her snack, wipe her hands on that same flowery dress, and wander over to the door like it was part of her routine. No TV, no toys—just the door. Sometimes she’d sit cross-legged on the mat. Sometimes she’d stand with her nose pressed to the glass, whispering little updates: “Daddy, it rained today,” or “I saved you the blue jellybean.” At first, we thought it was cute.

Then it became a ritual. Rain or shine, weekday or weekend, she was there. Waiting. And he always made it worth it. Every single time, the moment the door opened, she lit up like it was Christmas morning. He’d scoop her up, kiss her forehead, and say, “Thanks for keeping the house safe, Lieutenant.”

Today, though, the door stayed shut. She waited as always—cross-legged, dress wrinkled, hair messy, hands gripping the edge of the welcome mat like it was her anchor. I tried to coax her away. “Sweetheart, let’s read or color, or maybe go outside?” She shook her head. “Not yet. He might still come. Maybe he’s stuck in traffic.” She said it like she understood grown-up delays perfectly.

I couldn’t tell her the truth. Two months ago, we buried him. A drunk driver, wrong side of the highway—three seconds, gone. She knows he’s in heaven, but grief doesn’t follow a straight line. It loops. Rewinds. Pretends. Waits. She stayed by the door until the sun dipped below the trees. Then she quietly asked, “Do they have doors in heaven?” I swallowed a lump. “Maybe they do, baby. Maybe Daddy’s standing by his door too.” She nodded like that made perfect sense.